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The 1s I so called chased,liked, or loved either wasn't seeing me that way or jus used sumthing I gave'm.either it was how I made'm feel.my attention.how I was so gullible. sumthin!.but never got wut I wanted. So wen I jus do me n sum1s new feelin me.I either don't care.go along.or ride it out.and at da end no1 wins..cuz u can't force urself to love or like sum1.
When do I just meet sum1 whose not clingy.I hate clingy.cuz so far da types dat fall 4 me are sumhow always clingy.damn listen 2 mrs independent or sumthing.watch that Keisha Cole show.bump 2 sum Mary j. Blidge even Pink if u have 2.damn!..lol
Just got outa relationship w/ a girl who 1day chose 2 hit me up on a fake screen name to talk to me to find out if im da cheating type,to see if I would lie just spit game at a random girl.im not stupid.ppl who get my screen are ppl dat know me.she made up a dumb story.lol she goes and tells me she saw me at a party nd her friend gave her my screen name cuz she was likin how I held myself..so I asked where do I no u?.do u live on campus.did we go2 da same high school.u got a facebook.a myspace or sumthin.Nd she said no.come on now a days every1 got sumthin. so right off da back I saw thru her fake screen name nonsense.
I hit her up she like 'hey boo'.. wassup im good wutchu up..'nothing blahblabla bla' o iight so wuts gud wit da whole fake screen name thing.'lol wutchu tawkin bout'.come on I no it was u,ur a horrible lier anyways..'ooo yeahh dat.dat was nothin.I did dat 2 my other boyfriends 2 c how they wud act or say bout me'.so y u did it 2 me? 'ummm well.sometimes guys will tell dere feelins 2 other ppl,instead sum1 dey no because dey feel comfortable wit others blablah(short attention spend,den I zone out)..
Whatever well I feel like if ur in college n ur still actin like a youngin. There is a problem.the ppl we meet in high school n college are almost like who we gonna know 4 da rest of our days unless u travel nd stuff.Some ppl actually find there spouses in college. And I see it first hand.l know ppl who be tellin me 'yo dats wifey' actually met the parent.I waitin.I jus real for a real chick dat got a backbone. Feel me.