When you love someone to the point of no return, and they don't love back,and what you put in was not what you got back..Then they use you, and break you down, and break your heart on numerous occasions. You just believed in optimism like it was a religion. Just keep believing that people can change. Then you find out their hearts was already elsewhere and if you're not happy for their happiness then you're not a good person. And when you finally try 2 move on, and distance yourself. That person comes back in2 your life to tell you "I feel like you've changed, you don't give me the attention you used too". Well the bitch most'v had a blackout or gone in2 a coma...
BREAKDOWN:I loved her,she sorta only liked me as a brother.askd her out~she played me. A week later she has a new boyfriend.~I had my wtf face every1 has 1~h.s is over~off to separate colleges~1st semester ends.she says why don't I hit her up no more I've changed.
NOW M I WRONG 4 "CHANGING". She saw it as changing I saw it as moving on.
Im typing too much.tryna become a REAL blogger and tell people I will never no about my life ..lol ill be going back to my lil poem that often post..um just know that this girl was the 1 in my eyes .then when I got 2 college every turn there was another "the 1" in my eyes..lol.
Time to Put My head in the books and get straight A's in all my courses and gave a great connection with all my professors. Yeah right i wish. This shit is gonna be tough annoying and mad stressful. Pulling all nighters doing papers and projects. Makes a fella wanna drop out in a quicky and ask why college is so expensive. But i've made it this far,and IM NOT TRYNA BECOME ANOTHER STATISTIC on the charts about black students in college and their corrolation to the drop out rates in America.But damn i love my college parties.
